☆ matt or november
☆ 25+ yrs old
☆ nonbinary, any pronouns
☆ white
♡ taken
wataruP, i like fine, eccentrics and theater club/dramatica
☆ enstage, especially dramatica enjoyer!
polyam- and multishipper for wataru, i will discuss multiple ships but my main one is wataei.
i write! and i frequently end up doing character analysis on twitter as a result.
☆ i don't mind disagreeing with people on character takes as long as everyone is respectful about it and tend to be frank about my opinions. disagreeing with people is normal!

before you follow

☆ i use non-canon pronouns for characters to reflect personal trans headcanons. i don't expect others to share these hcs or even do the same as me all the time, just be normal.☆ i likely won't follow you back if you ship yuzutori, watatomo or natsume with any of the other eccentrics.
i don't think they're "problematic" i just don't want to see them
☆ i block fairly liberally however please assume that if i've blocked you it's because i hate everything you stand for or because you're annoying and 16☆ i'm somewhere between neutral to hostile regarding genderbends/femstars but may rt it if the vibe isn't completely rancid.

do not follow if

☆ you're into incest or pedophilic relationships.☆ you're younger than 18. this account is mostly sfw, but not always.☆ you make suicide jokes or just use kms & kys frequently. find a funny joke.☆ you make ableist jokes both at other people and about disabled characters.
(i'm uncomfortable with both joking and serious content and statements about eichi dying, this includes MCD angst fics)
☆ you're anti-communist☆ you're a terf, radfem or zionist☆ since nobody reads these pages: i will just block you if i suspect any of these things are true.

disclaimer

☆ this part is just for fun any for anyone interested and because i like typing this stuff out! feel free to leave if you're not interested☆ i don't care if anyone else agrees with me on my gender hcs or what your own personal take on pronouns or similar is. this isn't a conclusive list!☆ I tend to not use neopronouns since to my knowledge it's not a thing in japanese. i use vague labels for similar reasons: these are japanese characters and their relationships to gendered language and pronouns would in reality be very different from the pronouns we use here.☆ generally i will use pronouns that easily indicate my gender hcs for characters i could see as using multiple sets of pronouns in english (e.g. wataru or mama) to communicate a hc. because it's important to me.

the headcanons

Wataru: nonbinary/x-gender, i primarily use they/them for them but depending on the mood will go with he or she.
i like to specifically headcanon wataru as transfeminine but see them as a case where you could argue either way. i don't think they are fully aware of their gender situation, because i think it's funny if they aren't and don't realize until later.
Shu: trans woman, i will rarely use anything but she/her (and when I use he/him it's usually in writing to indicate unawareness of her being trans).
i don't really want to argue about this headcanon. i think it's obvious from the text. i don't mind transmasc hcs but don't shove them down my throat :/
Madara: trans woman, butch, she/he.
i generally use she and call her mama because i care about this interpretation! complicated relationship to femininity and gender presentation but i care a lot about the way her and naru seem to be on similar pages about this stuff and care for each other, which is a large part of why i have this hc!!
Yuzuru: transmasc cis woman, he/him.
imo he presents as a man to most and doesn't necessarily mind being publically read as one and only really presents as a woman in private, partially for trauma reasons & out of a desire to present an idealized image.
would get top surgery, go on T, etc., complicated gender situation
Tori: trans boy, he/him.
i don't really have any elaborate reasons for this headcanon tbh i just enjoy it and know several people who really like tori who have the same hc and picked it up from them. [image of princess peach] how i look with he/him pronouns in my bio.

some other hcs

characters i don't talk about nearly as much but will still use different pronouns/think of as trans:☆ eichi: he/him, considers himself cis, it's complicated (has a complicated relationship with gender and might, if given the time, find nonbinary experiences resonate with him, but also seeing himself as a Gay Man is important to him)
☆ nagisa: they/them or she/her, nonbinary
☆ midori: she/her, trans girl
☆ hinata: she/her, trans girl (nonbinary)
☆ yuta: he/him, trans boy
☆ rei: he/him, "cis"
☆ koga: he/it, gender: wolf
☆ nazuna: he/him, trans man
☆ kanata: he/they/it, agender

this is just for fun

as stated before, i am a multi- and polyam shipper and i specifically hc wataru as polyam. i don't consider every single ship as i list it "canon" at the same time, but even if i don't list them together, there's a decent chance for me to believe they could.all of these are going to feature wataru.i miss pixel family ship pages btw.

wataei - the big one and kind of the one i treat as like the standard and default. i'm incapable of conceiving of a premise where they're not dating.wataeiyuzu - i treat this as semi-canon in a "i think wataei are trying to recruit yuzuru into their relationship" way. involves all component ships, but the specific constellation of wataei pursuing yuzuru is what's important to me.watareichi - i keep writing fanfiction about them and then saying "i'm not gonna write more fanfiction" and then writing more fanfiction. primarily a V with wataru in the center. i don't ship romantic reichi, but i think wataru does.watahokke - watch dramatica acts 1 and 2 and read performance. they are obsessed with playing doomed romance with each other. complicated relationship in the present day but with strong romantic undertones.watarei - get their own individual point. had a thing in second year that never fully turned into a relationship, but they consider each other exes now.watashu - they're both in committed relationships now and back when they weren't they were both too unwell to ever even consider dating, so now it's just a nebulous "what if" floating in the background whenever they talk to each other.watanagi - two characters where i'm very much like i just want them to have like any sort of relationship because of how much i love their dynamic.wataru & natsume - specifically as an unrequited crush that natsume has on wataru and is mostly over.watakeichi - this only works if i explain homestuck quadrants. again, primarily ship this as a V, in this case with wataru & keito having significant tension but not dating.wataeireikei - in the specific scenario of wataru dating rei, eichi dating keito and wataru and eichi having a little gay thing going on as well. worlds worst double date.rarer ships i think are fun - wata(ei)tatsu, watamada, watanagihiyo, wataei x chiakana, the general concept of hinata having a crush on wataru